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RADICAL RECOVERY MINISTRIES
Poem
Reflection of faith, healing and recovery
I wanna thank You, Lord ,For Your love sublime, For the blood You shed, To save a life like mine. It's not what I deserve, That my sins You should bear, So take my life and make it yours, Lord, use me anywhere. I wanna praise You, Lord, For changing my heart, when forgiving is hard, Your cross is where I start. You broke me down, To make me brand new. Jesus, my Lord, I'm looking more like You. I wanna worship You, Lord, Whether in life or death, Guide me to those, Who need Your breath. Help me live my life, So that even if in need, Others will want what I have,' Cause You are enough indeed. I wanna honor You, Lord, With my very life, Your glory is my passion,24/7 – 365 May my lips declare life, And my feet take me where, That in everything I do, All will know that You are there. I wanna serve You, Lord, With all that I am, Anywhere I am at, Any way I can. I've failed You so often, My faith in me is through. Jesus, my Lord, My trust is just in You.

My Prayer
David Kamashian
October 14, 2018
Santa's Prayer
Dwayne Harrel
My dear precious Jesus, I did not mean to take your place, I only bring toys and things and you bring love and grace. People give me lists of wishes and hope that they come true; But you hear prayers of the heart and promise your will to do. Children try to be good and not cry when I am coming to town; But you love them unconditionally and that love will abound. I leave only a bag of toys and temporary joy for a season; But you leave a heart of love, full of purpose and reason. I have a lot of believers and what one might call fame; But I never healed the blind or tried to help the lame. I have rosy cheeks and a voice full of laughter; But no nail—scarred hands or a promise of the hereafter. You may find several of me in town or down at the mall; But there is only one omnipotent you, to answer a sinner’s call. And so, my dear precious Jesus, I kneel here to pray; To worship and adore you on this, your holy birthday.

When ‘Evangelicals’ Don't Evangelize
David Kamashian
September 25, 2025
In the name of the Lord, they gather strong With hands raised high and voices lifted in song But when it comes to spreading love and grace Their actions often fall far from the base They preach of truth and righteousness divine Yet turn a blind eye to those who pine For hope and salvation in desperate need Their focus lost on self and greed So let us remember the true purpose clear To spread the Gospel without fear To show compassion, love, and light And truly walk in the ways that are right For when we Christians lose our true aim The mission of Christ we must reclaim To share His light with all we meet And that's what makes the Gospel complete.

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A Knight In Rusty Armor
David Kamashian
February 2018.
There once was a knight in shining armor, Who spent all his time looking good for others. When the light reflected, he appeared to glow, But he himself inside struggled to grow. There was also another knight in rusty armor, Who spent his time helping and defending others. As a result, tragic neglect his armor showed, Yet to his wife and friends the man himself glowed. The two, one night, were summoned by their king, For both of them, this night meant everything. One knight appeared in armor bright and pristine, The other in armor dented, rusty, not quite clean. Before their sovereign the to men knelt, Each took a knee with head bowed, sword in their belt. Their helmet rested on the ground facing the king, The top of one, a fine plume; the other, a simple string. Out of curiosity the king asked the dirty knight, "Where's your feather? That string doesn't seem right." The knight lifted his head, the kings eyes he met, "This string is from my bride's hair the day we wed." "My armor too once looked shiny and new, But during the battle losing that feather, it gained a dent or two. That string, not your realm, is why I defend and fight. Your throne reaps the benefit from a vow I made that night." Deep in thought, the king stood regally on his throne, Facing the messy knight, a tear on the royal cheek shown. Commanding the knight to stand, the king spoke while raising his hand, "Tonight in my kingdom there's none as noble as this man." I'm tired of keeping my facade all polished and buffed. What should it matter if I appear worn and rough? The best way to honor my king and my blood-bought brothers, Is to love, honor, and cherish my wife above all others.
My Vow
David Kamashian
02/06/2008
If I had just one wish that might come true, It would be that you would see through my eyes every time I look at you. I fall deeper in love with you everyday, There is nothing in this world that can drive me away. There is nothing about you that I don't cherish, And without you by my side I feel l'd perish. You are the most beautiful woman to me. You are the fulfillment of my every fantasy. So on this, our wedding day, Iwill make you this vow. I will love you forever more than I do right here, right now.

Hugged By God
David Kamashian
May 2018
Have you been in the presence of God today, Or have you let life get in the way? Have you been pulled to the left and to the right, Leaving you empty, confused, and lonely each night? Has His promise to never leave nor forsake, Seemed at times for someone else in some other place? I felt that way myself once or twice Praying that the Lord was still by my side. Last night as I sat on the edge of my bed, The words of Isaiah ran through my head. To think that the Son of God would choose to stand, And in my place take my due from God's own hand. To know that it was my sin that He chose to bear, Who am I to say that my Savior does not care. I felt hugged by God when right then and there, I realized that what I am compared to who He is cannot compare. I wish to leave you with a word from my heart, Something for you to ponder after we part. In the presence of God you must always dwell, If you too long to feel hugged by God as well.

*I had committed myself to memorizing Isaiah 53. I woke up reciting it feeling an extraordinary presence of God in the dorm on my bunk at CTF prison in Soledad, California. Tears came to my eyes as the last half of verse 12 lingered in my mind, “Yet He bore the sins of many, and makes intercession for the transgressor.” He was, and still is, doing that for me.
Start Over
Unknown
When you've trusted Jesus and walked His way, When you've felt His hand lead you day by day. But your steps now take you another way, start over. When you've made your plans and they've gone awry, When you've tried your best and there's no more try. When you've failed yourself and you don't know why, start over. When you've told your friends what you plan to do, When you've trusted them and they didn't come through. And now you're all alone and it's up to you, start over. When you've failed your kids and they're grown and gone, When you've done your best but it's turned out wrong. And now your grandchildren have come along, start over. When you've prayed to God so you'll know His will, When you've prayed and prayed and you don't know still. When you want to stop cause you've had your fill, start over. When you think you're finished and want to quit, When you've bottomed out in life's deepest pit. When you've tried and tried to get out of it, start over. When the year has been long and successes few, When December comes and you're feeling blue, God gives a January just for you, start over. Starting over means "Victories Won." Starting over means "A Race Well Run." Starting over means "The Lord's Will Done" Don't just sit there ... START OVER.

My Love
David Kamashian
12-09-2007
I've searched the world over, All my life yearning for some bliss, Too busy trying to make it happen, The very thing I sought for I'd miss. I sometimes would catch a glimpse of what could be, I felt broken and damaged each time it eluded me, I gradually shielded myself from the pain of loneliness, Am I accursed to suffer this endless existence of inadequacy? Life is so boring without someone to share it with. Where some are blessed, I felt I too deserved some happiness. How could I break from this cycle and finally find relief? What was the basic ingredient to make someone want me? I then came to a juncture in my life, When I stopped being afraid of getting my heart hurt. Love was finally acquired on August 8, 1993. In this poem is her name, sweeter than all others on earth.

*The answer to this acrostic is take the first letter from the first line, the second letter from the second line al the way to the sixteenth letter from the sixteenth line and it says:
I LOVE BARBARA JEAN
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